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February 09 needsi was thinking about things hapened recently, still get confused, and can't really work it out.
just feel so much pressure and even don't know what to do,how to do.
feel lonely indeed. it's nothing about love,just feel lack of supports and hurt a lot from last relationship.
there are too many things we can't share with any one, and be helped by any one. so upset!
but the biggest problem is i kinda lose myself on the way of moving forward, that's really BAD...
still remember one of his diary which is talking about being nice to ppl. i think i am quite nice person, but i doubt whether
i should be nice now, coz ppl are only attracted by "unnice" person, and ignore the nice ones. i feel tired of being nice, REALLY!
i hate nightmare. Every time when i wake up from nightmare, it just sucks! strongly helpless is surrounding me, can't get rid of it.
well, i know everything will be fine, it just needs time. but why i'm always in this weird tough "time"?hmm, need to figure out.
if we don't have expectations, then we won't have so much disappointment. maybe it's the wisest choice to get rid of you in my mind,
but it's so hard! i do need HELP...
btw, it's my anniversary to be here, and new year as well. it should be a good start then. Hope life goes as we wish, at least, once. Comments (4)
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